chars i think are neat
first in my heart
simon blackquill
could literally write an essay on why i love this guy, but i respect ur time, so here's a quick summary; he's tall, menacing, manipulative when he sees fit, will cut you, but also would 100% protect you with his life if that's what it took, and i love him so much for all of this, always have, always will. 10/10 would let simon step on me, it's been almost a decade since i started simping please send help
nahyuta sahdmadhi
my namesake <3 the game he's in doesn't really do a good job expanding his character, so most of what i've got is scraps to interpret on, but god looking into his character and trauma is. mmmm. also dw what they took from you nahyuta ur still nonbinary in my heart.. also yes i ship blackmadhi, they have such a hilarious dynamic and both would try to outwit each other to the death if they could. 10/10 would also let nahyuta step on me
enver gortash
gortash has me wrapped around his little finger i swear to fuckin god, and y'know, he'd probably like that. i had a similar gut feeling when meeting him to blackquill, which given how deep that obsession goes, i knew gortash would have me in a chokehold (winky face). i love how up front he is about how much of an ass he is, he has zero shame. 10/10 he could do whatever he wanted with me and i'd absolutely let him
astarion ancunĂn
ah my fruity lil vampire >:) i absolutely adore the character arc he goes through and his voice UGH it does things to me. if gortash didn't exist i would definitely be more obsessed over astarion but as it stands, i still love him. 10/10 would go to the ends of the earth with him
honorable mentions
klavier gavin
ramattra
raphael
karlach
goro akechi
yuri leclerc
aoi kurashiki
clover field